Murderous fantasies are how I cope with other people.
They let the morning sickness die.
4 AM and the sun is barely rising
As the ray's start to creep on my skin
Bloodshot, like a feeling I have fought
As the beams call the person within.
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care,
I don't care that I been here before.
I'll leave you starving like the maggot that you are
And I won't have to stay anymore
Now I'm stuck, like a rat in a cage
Getting self-destructive and bored.
Giving life to a couple of slobs
That I can barely afford.
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care,
I don't care that I never had you.
Just a glimpse of the life I had led
If your mother never gave me the flu.
Cancer teens on the television screen
As the lady reads the 10 o'clock news.
There's blight and corruption in a country
That's replete with military coups.
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care,
I don't care about the new genocide.
I just want to crawl into a hole,
Put my fingers in my ears and hide.
Drive to work with another headache
From the benzos and the caffeine.
Feels like a nuclear strike
That I saw in a magazine.
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care,
I don't care about the others around.
Let me disappear into the sea.
Let my body never be found.